Posted by: silent sinner | January 27, 2009

Requiem for a Love

Do you hear
the sound
of the clock ticking?
Do you feel
the pain
of my heart breaking?
Do you see
the picture
of my tears running?
For never
have I fallen
this way,
what was I thinking?
They warned me
you know.
They say
I ought to go.

These I never asked
not the breaking
company
not the painful
isolation.
This pain
I cannot take,
the endless,
needless
breaking.
You smiled
to me
bittersweetly,
with teeth
that razed
the hope
I hold.

Sadly or lovingly,
a moment
and a heartbeat,
in my troubles
or in yours,
I could not let go.
No,
I could not
do it.
And here
I lay
bleeding without blood
crying without tears.
And they know
without knowing
and they see
without seeing
that I cry
and I sing
and I bleed
for you –
without tears,
without words,
without blood –
with only pain
and melancholy.

Do you hear
the silent requiem
of my soul?
Do you see
my invisible wounds
that bleed?
Do you feel
the tears that numb
my being?

Love,
love,
love,
and me
breaking and breaking,
falling deeply
shattering completely.

Posted by: silent sinner | January 14, 2009

MyTunes

RULES:
1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, MP3 Player, or whatever on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write down the name of the song no matter how silly it sounds!
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.

If someone says, “Is this okay?” You say…
The Beginning is the End is the Beginning – Smashing Pumpkins [That would be very weird reply....]

How would you describe yourself?
Accidentally in Love – FM Static [Oh. My. God.]

What do you like in a guy/girl?
Mercy – One Republic [Yes, Angel of Mercy please find me.]

How do you feel today?
You Belong With Me – Taylor Swift [Crap. I wish...]

What is your life’s purpose?
Gotta Be Somebody – Nickelback [Well, we're all looking for love, one way or another.]

What is your motto?
Signs – Bloc Party [This song makes one hell of a motto...]

What do your friends think of you?
Leave Out All The Rest – Linkin Park ["Keep me in your memories..."]

What do you think of your parents?
Believe – The Bravery ["Give me something to believe `coz I am living just to breathe..."]

What do you think about very often?
One More Time, One More Chance – 山崎まさよし [Uh. No. Not really.]

What is 2 + 2?
America’s Next Freak – FM Static [Somehow I found this funny...]

What do you think of your best friend?
Love Remains The Same – Gavin Rossdale [Huh?]

What do you think of the person you like?
Definitely Maybe – FM Static [Yes! Definitely maybe!]

What is your life story?
Hard to Live in the City – Albert Hammond, Jr. ["Keep your head down low, don't let anybody know that it's hard to live in the city..."]

What do you want to be when you grow up?
Girl of the Year – FM Static [Interesting...]

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Everytime – Lincoln Hawk ["Everytime you walk away, you ran away, you take a piece of me with you..."]

What will you dance to at your wedding?
Moment of Truth – FM Static ["Now I brought you to place where I've put heart out a million times for a million reason to offer it to you..."]

What will they play at your funeral?
Take a Bow – Rihanna [Playing this at a funeral would be very interesting... not to mention funny...]

What is your hobby/interest?
Crush – David Archuleta [Definitely an interest!]

What is your biggest fear?
Points of Authority – Linkin Park [Huh?]

What is your biggest secret?
Come on Get Higher – Matt Nathanson [Haha!]

What do you think of your friends?
October – FM Static [Huh?]

What will you post this as?
Feeling Better – Teenagers ["Or missing your friends 'cause you don't have any, we don't care, just buy our t-shirts and talk about us everywhere..." Haha!]

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